Ah, finally the Promotional Exams is over...
To hell with whether I score or underperform, as long as I stay above that 35 points mark to promote to JC2. It seems like forever down before the examination hall, and when you get there there's no longer that sense of urgency. No sense of importance of examinations anymore... Why is that happening?
Probably I'm getting tired from exam stress. I mean, who wouldn't, after 10 whole years of study and examinations non-stop, year after year? Anyways, I try not to think about Promos as much as possible. After all, worry doesn't make anything better or worse - it just scares you out more than what is needed to motivate you to study hard for something anyway. Fear paralyses, and I ain't gonna get my ass trapped in that self-perpetuating fear, then.
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