Signs of academic paranoia

Wow. talk about sleep. I don't even get more than 4 hours of sleep a day. And I slog with the rest of them folks out there. School curriculum sucks the most down here. There isn't enough time for concentrated study - I never perform with consistent study!

Forget about consistent study - let's talk about something else. I find myself to be MORE IMPULSIVE when the school teaches us to HANDLE IMPULSIVITY. I don't know why I'm doing what I'm doing now, other than just to get to university and getting a degree and then a doctorate. I mean, so what if I become a certified doctor? Would that make me any happier than what I am now? Probably yes, but that's not the point.

It's sickening, this entire term. For once in my entire life, I find myself being forced by the school to bite off more homework than I could chew. Force-fed homework, rather. Physical training followed by willRun. Run 5km per session, 1 session on Wednesday, 2 sessions on Friday(total of 15km), and add on to the work schedule. There's more stuff to complain about, but my body isn't obeying my mind - it's feeling sleepy and lethargic...